I can’t say when the spiritual journey began, because looking back, it was always there. It’s there in the essence of what it means to be human, and it was there in the core of my DESIGN.
But to pinpoint a time, it was at the age of 18, when “The Celestine Prophecy” by James Redfield came my way ‘by chance’. I started reading spiritual books. They resonated and started awakening a distant memory in me, a searching.
When I was 20, I left Israel to travel. I spent over a year in NYC, where drugs were a part of my life scene. They opened my perception and senses, and connected me to energetic experiences and inner exploration. One evening I was sitting with a friend who brought a cassette tape (remember those?). It opened with the words “talks given in the Osho commune international, Pune, India”, words that were seared into me. As I listened to his voice I naturally slipped into meditation, and told myself – that’s where I need to go.
And I did. I went to Pune, I changed my name, and my life course. I started meditating and the spiritual search took over. It became my life. India was a magic I fell in love with, and I spent the next few years traveling there.
On the second trip to Pune I found a teacher named Dolano, and in her “Intensive Satsang” process, I realized SELF. I experienced I was not my body, or the thought process, I was the eternal witnessing. It was like finally finding myself in a long game of hide and seek. I basically lay in a hammock for 2 months, because I was everything and everywhere, so there was nowhere to go. Something in me relaxed, but in the end it wasn’t enough. Not in the matrix.
I went back home, found out I was pregnant, got married, gave birth to my son (at the age of 26), and that whole time the journey went on. Teachers, methods, hours and hours of meditation (I just loved siting in meditation and BEING).
I went through Reiki, intensive investigating with Byron Katie’s “the work”, becoming an EMF (electro-magnetic field) balancing technique practitioner, and more. In 2004, I started working with people. Energy work, mental work, I was asked to teach, to help, and I did.
In 2005 I got divorced, and with a 3 year old traveled some more and dove into my own process. Less than two years later I was already with the love of my life (My husband, life partner in this journey and the father of my daughter). He has been a major force in my process since then, a source of mutual growth. We’ve been through a lot together since then, ready to boldly go through everything together, and learn. The most important part of our growth together was after my Human Design awakening. That was the process that eventually brought us to the harmony we live today.
In 2008, I started working with Theta Healing, I got to the degree of Master and science, I have been working 1*1 and teaching courses for almost 7 years with this method, and have had real success.
In 2013, Human Design System came into my life. Actually it came two years before, but it took me time. Today I know I was waiting for emotional clarity, without knowing it. My inner authority was waiting for the right moment. When I had my map reading in 2013, something resonated very strongly. I felt I had to take this in and try it. I had no idea how strong it would be and where it would take me. I stopped listening to my mind and I started waiting for emotional clarity, for my inner authority. I didn’t know what it was, what it would feel like, I just knew if it was real it would appear. And slowly, slowly it did. And I started informing the world out of that inner authority, as this was my Human Design strategy, as a manifestor.
This waiting for correctness changed everything. It changed the way I see, talk, and move in the world. It woke me up like Neo in “The Matrix”; I felt I was seeing the world for the first time. I was making my moment to moment decisions in a new way, and the old forces that used to control me automatically were visible to me, and had no power over me, and they started falling away.
I went from knowing a lot, from living a mental spiritual plane to being, to true presence. To a knowing that is deep inside. Correct decision making changed what I do in life, it changed where I live, how I eat, changed my relationships. It changed everything for the better. The feeling that rules my life is of being in the right place, at the right time, with the right people. Alignment.
After the metamorphosis HD brought everything shifted. I took the LYD basic course and went on to being authorized as LYD guide. I spent hundreds of hours listening to anything I could get my hands on, all the courses from Ra Uru Hu that I could find. I started guiding people with this knowledge, 1*1 and in courses. After the Immersion with Mary Ann Winiger the experiment deepened. I hosted the second Immersion workshop in my studio, and after that, I went on to include Immersion in my courses and retreats.
With Human Design came a new connection with the body. I fell in love with NIA movement technique and after some time, also became a NIA instructor. And in 2017 I went to deepening with Chi Gong, with my beloved husband (A martial arts master and healer). I took the Chinese healing “lotus flower Chi Gong” course, a year and a half long adventure, that brought back working with healing energy into my life, after a long time.
Another tool that came into my life with Human Design is Ho’oponopono, the ancient modality from Hawaii. It has been an important part of my inner journey since then.
I keep learning, practicing, deepening into SELF on all levels- body, mind, and spirit. I am an eternal student as well as a teacher and guide. I love meeting souls on the way and empowering them to wake up and to love themselves. And the more I do it, the more I am complete.
Thank you for reading. Namaste. Hope to meet you on this way.